August 29 2010

August 29 Not Much Change

Still need your prayer desperately.

Today was kind of demoralizing. The fever is making me very irritable and hyper-sensitive. These days are actually the worst throughout the whole treatment process. I think I had the hardest time during the 3rd and 6th cycle, perhaps due to the cumulative effects of the specific drug. Perhaps it is my eagerness to transition back to "normal" life. Perhaps many things. For now, I need to hold onto the Lord in a simple fashion and to trust in His healing power.

I still have the mild fever and I was close to going back to the hospital. However I really do not want to be hospitalized. I feel better in the evening with the temperature seemly going down a bit. So I will see what happens next morning.

Please pray for Victor too. He hasn't seen me in such bad condition and it is difficult to care for a sick and irritable wife.